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Until the pain of not having your here - doesn't take my breath away...
Until my daddy doesn't cry almost non stop from missing you...
Until I quit going to the phone to call you - only upon dialing realize you won't answer...
Until seeing something I know you would like - but can't share with you, hearing something I know you would think funny & hear you laugh, smelling something that brings back a memory of a time we shared....
Until seeing "Mother's Day Gifts" in the store won't remind me that I can't get you a gift this year...
Until walking into my "childhood home" & not feeling gut punched because you aren't sitting there in your favorite chair...
Until I no longer feel like I have to be the "strong & encouraging one" for those around me - because I know it is what you would want me to be...
Until I don't cry myself to sleep anymore ...
Until I don't feel like I have to go to the gravesite every Saturday & stand by your grave & cry out for you my precious MOMMA...
How much longer ... How much longer.... How much longer.... UNTIL THIS PAIN GOES AWAY..
